Have you ever had a period of time in your life where you felt you were a little out of control? I think that I had a little bit of that when I was finishing things up for my capstone project senior year in design. But other than that, things are still on the calm side. Except for right now.
Thank goodness I had a slightly productive day today. That helps a lot, but still...
I have so many things on my plate right now. Some are more pressing than others, by far, but still. I feel like things are about ready to come crashing down around me.
I'm trying to plan a wedding, not a small feat. I have people I need to call, things I need to choose, other places I need to contact, guest lists to finalize, and I have fallen behind on my to-do list for all of this. I don't want to keep getting further behind.
In addition to that, Jarrod and I have started looking at places to live. With this, obviously, comes the task of talking to places about financing for the house, all kinds of costs you don't initially think of (especially being new home buyers), and soon we'll be talking with a realtor and touring, hopefully. So there's that. But thankfully, Jarrod is taking over most of this. It's a wonderful help.
Work is kind of stressful, but that's all I'll say since I have pledged to myself not to talk about work on here.
I promised Jarrod I would finish his blanket by the end of the month, but that is definitely not going to happen. So I'll have to break that promise...
I need to exercise, but don't have a whole lot of extra time. Last week when I played with the Wii Fit, I just felt like I wasted half my day so I'm quitting that for now.
The other big thing adding stress to my life is my room, actually. My room is a disaster, and I hate it. My room is always cluttered, but as has been described by some, it is still slightly organized. It is organized chaos, in a way. Things are in piles. There is a pile of stuff near my 'desk' that is all office kind of stuff because, well, my 'desk' isn't really a desk but just a table and I have nowhere else to put that stuff. But right now, it is just horrible. I have things all over the place and I hate it. Not to mention, the probably 20 or more boxes of crap I have throughout the house with stuff that can probably be recycled or donated.
And, I am practically out of clothes. Seriously. I have maybe (big maybe) two short-sleeved shirts in my closet right now. I have a basket of clothes that is clean but has been in said basket for over 5 weeks now. I never put it away and still haven't fluffed it in the dryer so it is unwearable. And the rest of my clothes is dirty and needs to be washed.
On top of all this, from time to time I try to do something I enjoy, so I don't completely lose my mind, like see a friend or read or watch a movie, but those things are easily pushed aside. So it shouldn't seem too surprising, now, that I haven't updated this in so long.
However, like I said, today was an okay day because I did get a little accomplished. I filled out our registry some more, and it is about as complete as it can be right now, I researched some other wedding things, and I went through two boxes of stuff in the spare room. So it's a little something.
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